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Monday, July 6, 2009

I Miss Bliss

I know I am complaining, but darn if I don't just really miss BLISS.

I use to one of those that always was happy. Saw the glass half full instead of half empty. Smiled at strangers. Had a song in my heart.

Now I am just so sad. I keep seeing what I wish or hoped and not what I have that is good. Every time I start to get up, something drags me back down.

Don't get me wrong, I am truly grateful, and love my blessings. My family is everything to me. I just feel inadequate. I feel like I am lacking in making things happy.

I am so tired. I am losing my desire.

I want my Bliss back.

I want my Rose-colored glasses.

I want to see the good, not the bad. The positive not the negative.

Give me smiles not frowns.

Laughs not tears.

Someone tell me how do I get it back? And hang on to it tighter this time?
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4 comments:

Anonymous said...

:( i hate seeing these. i wish i could find it for you! loveeee you so much and glad i was home all weekend. - em

July 6, 2009 at 8:18 PM
Anonymous said...

Bliss, schmiss. Here's my 2 cents..quit talking and focusing on the sadness and depression so much. Focus outside yourself, find a passion, give back to your community and family, volunteer, make someone's day with a smile, compliment. Happiness, comfort, love isn't going to happen to you, you have to give it to yourself. Never lose your sense of humor and that great laugh. Lov u...deb

July 7, 2009 at 10:09 AM
janis said...

Em~ you know I love you, you do more than you can imagine.
My dear Deb~
If only it was that easy.
My therapist seems to think I must talk about it because when it consumes me and overwhelms me, I can't handle it the same as someone who is not battling depression. I try not to write too much about the dark side in my blog, but when I do, I get wonderful words of advice, comfort, and most important, prayers. I make a point to write more positive than the negative. And I try to keep the deep cr*p reserved for just a few shoulders. It is my outlet. My laugh is MIA most of the time lately. Community work would be a wonderful way that I may get to enduge in at some point, but right now, I speed every opportunity making an income and trying to catch upo in day to day life. Sometimes, just getting out of bed is such a hardship.
I pray you never go through this. You are one of my dearest Besties and I wish I had you nearby. You bring a sunshine when I do get to see you & that I miss.

July 8, 2009 at 5:21 PM
Zion Girl said...

I am sorry you are having a rough time.................

It is nice to have an outlet.
Hence, the BLOG...

I too will say a prayer for you you today!
Love, Brooke

July 9, 2009 at 3:22 PM

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