The girls are in a dorm that houses 1,900 students. It is mostly Freshmen. It is co-ed. It is eight floors of student life. The girls are on the eighth floor. The elevator goes to the 6th. Then you either walk up or down. It does not stop on 2nd-5th. So, I guess it isn't so bad. The kids don't seem to mind. I must say, the view is lovely. I see Annie & Ashley's room from this shot! I won't tell though, never know if a creeper is reading!
I am proud of how well the day went.
I am proud of how well I kept it together (okay, yes a few tears flowed, but it was all good. The facet didn't start till I was out of Annie's range).
Please understand, I could not be more proud of her and her accomplishments. She is amazing! She is independent and she is very smart. She is likable, downright lovable and is a magnet of people. She is a friendly person that makes everyone feel good. She will make new friends. She will join clubs, sororities, love her classes, she will succeed. My Annie will thrive!
I will miss her. I will feel not needed, I will worry and be Mom.
Did I do enough? Did I raise her well? Did I prepare her? Will she still need me?
I know the answers. But, I still feel the pain. I feel the fear.
My Babies are in a great place and time. I am so glad that they are experiencing this together in the same town! I feel relieved that they are close and have each other to lean on.
Annie has been in Muncie for 36 hours now. I am happy to say I have received 14 texted messages from her today.
Life is good. I am Blessed.
5 comments:
She is all grown up. Now, you have to evolve too, take the next step, reassess your new opportunities. It will take a while, but you'll enjoy your new you.
This is a lovely post, sad but lovely. I feel your pain. I'm glad she's all settled in though and I know you'll both do great!
We raise them to be strong and solid adults and we want them to be successful in life but yet it breaks our hearts when the baby birds fly. I want my kids to go out in the world and kick its butt yet as soon as they are ready to try something, I hurt… double edged sword.
Yes.......You are blessed. I'm sure you have raised them well. It is the circle of life. Now ...it's time to focus on you and your man......like I think I said before...I still see a school bus and sometimes cry but I love the memories it brings back to me when the girls were little. The next step will be your looking forward to the day when you have grandchildren.......and it is the best!!! Thank you for all your sweet comments on my blog. You are a wonderful blogging friend.
Brooke
I found your blog through Human Kind of Human. I left my baby girl at college a week ago too. I understand how you feel. Bittersweet. We will get through this though! Best to you!
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