I know that. I feel sadness and it is closing in on me, but I have hope that soon, I will be on the mend. I will perk back up.
You know, a funny thing. I'm in a dark place lately, trying not to be, and decide until now, not to post about it.
I kept thinking of the phrase, "Objects in the mirror..." so while googling, I found singer "Meatloaf", has a song from the "Bat Out of Hell" album, titled "Objects in the Rear View Mirror May Appear Closer than They Are". Listening to this song, I can relate. My situations are very different, however I feel the song.
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"And though the nightmares should be overFor me, although sadness is enveloping me, I know that hope is approaching, its slowing catching up to me, getting ready to catch me and heal me.
Some of the terrors are still intact"
I won't give up, I won't let despair win. I know I have so much to be grateful & happy for.
Believe me, I know I am Blessed. However, some things, can't change just because you want them to. Some things are deeper than that.
I am a work in progress.
Sometimes, like a domino effect, it's hard to stand, when so much is pushing you down. My need to feel adequate, and my inability to feel I am enough, get overwhelming when too much is happening at once.
Like a Blog buddy's Blog title, "Some Days are Diamonds"... and some days aren't.