I know I am complaining, but darn if I don't just really miss BLISS.
I use to one of those that always was happy. Saw the glass half full instead of half empty. Smiled at strangers. Had a song in my heart.
Now I am just so sad. I keep seeing what I wish or hoped and not what I have that is good. Every time I start to get up, something drags me back down.
Don't get me wrong, I am truly grateful, and love my blessings. My family is everything to me. I just feel inadequate. I feel like I am lacking in making things happy.
I am so tired. I am losing my desire.
I want my Bliss back.
I want my Rose-colored glasses.
I want to see the good, not the bad. The positive not the negative.
Give me smiles not frowns.
Laughs not tears.
Someone tell me how do I get it back? And hang on to it tighter this time?